April #WrapUp

CLTBRChallenge15 and GoodReads Book Challenge Progress- 20 of 65 and 24 of 65 books read.

April Books:

Spearwood Academy Vol 3

Spearwood Academy Vol 4

Spearwood Academy Vol 5

Murderous Little Darlings: Non-TBR

Night School: Genesis

Night School: Legacy

Night School: Fracture

In other news, my Camp NaNoWriMo was somewhat of a failure and kind of not. I wrote 23,892 words out of a goal of 30,000. So I failed to make my goal but came very close to finishing. Can’t wait to see what I can do in July!

I continued #Musical Monday Reviews and will continue them into May. Sanctuary Edits is working with a second author already and still open for new clients. I also announced Guest Posts this month, but have not heard back from the one who contacted me yet. I am opening that spot up to anyone who would be interested, any topic you would like. Classes are going ok but I have just been out of it the last two weeks. I was really sick one day and haven’t caught up yet. Iit’s been a lazy, feel like “blah” last two weeks. I hope it gets better.

Let’s have a good May!

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March #WrapUp

First, a quick breakdown of books I’ve read for my Goodreads and CLTBRChallenge15 book reading challenges. Both goals are set for 65 books by the end of December.

January-Roots

Beauty and the Beast

Highland Blessings

Blockade Billy

The Legend of Sleepy Hollow

Earth Angel

February- The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes Vol 3

March- The Time Machine

3 AM Non-TBR Challenge

To the Gallows Non-TBR Challenge

The Glass House

The Dead Girls’ Dance

Spearwood Academy

Spearwood Academy Vol 2

            Chosen

Started an editing company, Sanctuary Edits, and landed my first client. I also started classes for my bachelor’s degree and will finish my first two classes sometime in April. I have prepped for my Camp NaNoWriMo session, and announced the name of the book I’m working on. Author Spotlight Interviews are still open and looking for authors. Musical Mondays will continue until I am out of them.

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#Depression

Ever feel like doing nothing? But then doing nothing doesn’t even sound good? Past couple of weeks, I have not wanted to do anything, but at the same time I want to do something. Sitting around doing nothing sucks, but I have no energy or just not interested in doing anything else. Nothing I usually like to do sounds like fun any more and new things only seem sort of interesting but not at the same time.

All of my writing has stopped, due to like of ideas. Post ideas for the blog are plentiful, but when it comes to actually writing them down, I just don’t feel like doing it. I have many TV shows I need to catch up on but don’t find them interesting enough at the moment to do so. Which is insane considering I love Doctor Who (whole season behind), just pushed through 5 seasons of The Walking Dead (that was a struggle on some days), and some shows I’m only an episode or two behind. I keep adding to my “Want to Watch” list on Netflix, but never actually watching them.

For absolutely no reason at all, I want to cry. I will just be sitting and staring off into space, then start crying. I was watching Twister yesterday and started crying. If I try and tell my family about it I start crying. I see a picture of a cute puppy and I cry. As I don’t like crying, even in private, I only cry a few tears and then make myself stop.

I have thought about suicide, but know I would never go through with it. I think I am too chicken. While I know that everyone around me would be better off with me gone, I also know that it would hurt them. Or I like to think that it would upset them. One may think that suicide solves problems, and in a way it does, but it also creates a whole slew of new ones that cancel out those solved.

Everything bad that happens, is my fault. Whether I was directly invovled or not. I don’t just admit that it is my fault to try and stop the arguing or whatever, but I have sound reasons as to why it is my fault. For example, my mom never finished college because I was born. Yes, being conceived was not my fault but had I died at birth or she had given me up for adoption she could have finished her paralegal degree. My dad’s last marriage, would have lasted longer. My ex-stepmom actually told my dad that he had to do something me going back and forth between them and my mom or else she was leaving. She left and now he is married to another woman who doesn’t exactly get along with me. This time he chose her over me, but we still talk.

I’m even depressed about my weight. Recently I’ve been dropping weight, which would usually be awesome but not for me. I have been borderline diabetic my whole life. Rapid weight loss or unexplained weight loss is a sign of diabetes. I also have the extreme thirst, there are days where I CAN NOT get enough to drink. I will go through three gallons of water before feeling sated. Then there is also the tingling in the fingers and toes. My health sucks and depresses me, even if I am the lowest I ever remember being.

It’s stupid for me to be depressed because my life isn’t that bad. I have food, a roof over my head and clothes. There are people that love me around. Yes, it could be better but it could also be much worse. So why am I depressed?

Walking Dead Update

So I am all caught up! At least until the next episode. Last post I had only made it through season two, so I’ll glaze over and hit certain points.

Yay, Lori had the baby! Yay Lori died, lol. Sorry didn’t like her so I’m glad she’s gone but that was a pretty brutal death. Not only did she know she was going to die so her girl could live, but knew the son was going to stop her from turning. That has got to suck.

Andrea, the rip that just won’t die! First we think the Walkers got her, and she lived. Then she is really sick and attacked by walkers, enter Michonne, and she lives. Merle finds her, and she lives. The Governor has her, and she lives. Locked in a room, tied to a chair with a Walker and….SHE FINALLY DIES. Andrea, personally, deserved everything she got. I know she tried to broker peace between Rick and the Governor but she was blind to everything Gov did and was still harboring anger from everything she’s been through. Can’t blame her there, but seriously? Side with someone you just met or someone who has helped you survive for a long time? No brainer there.

I don’t remember if I had made it to Dale’s death, but if I did I would like to restate, he shouldn’t have died. I liked him.

Hershel, was on the fence about him as he was obviously living in a blissful state of ignorance but in the end I liked him. Sucked he died, but for a one legged man he was certainly getting around pretty well there towards the end. Why does the show kill off the only people who seem to have morality?

Beth, wasn’t much of a character. I think she was mainly just there to help care for the baby and once she started getting her own storyline, she dies. The only teenager that seems to still be unfazed with the state of the world, and hoping for better, is killed. Daryl was teaching her to track, we were starting to see the world through her eyes, and she dies. I agree that killing her off sucked, but she didn’t bring much to the table before so it’s not that big of a loss and she can’t be brought back. You can’t come back from a head shot like that.

Mica, and Lizzie. This is what happens when you pick favorites and one is unstable. Carol always pushed Lizzie to be strong, fearless and not afraid of anything. Told poor Mica she was soft, needed to toughen up or she wouldn’t survive. Guess what? Mica knew she wasn’t like that and she was fine with it, but she did toughen up and tried to take care of her sister. Lizzie went off the deep end. She took everything Carol told her and applied it to small animals and the Walkers. I was not surprised at all that she killed Mica and wanted to kill Judith by the end of the episode. Lizzie was delusional and a product of Carol’s stupidity.

Carol, I was giving her lee-way because she had just lost a daughter and knew she would toughen up a bit, but she went too far. It’s like she took all her pain and anger from being beat for years, and losing her child and channeled it into surviving. Normally that wouldn’t be a bad thing, but when you go around teaching young children to wield weapons and kill people because they are sick, you have issues. She wanted to stop the spread of the illness, how well did that work out? Not well. How well did it work teaching kids how to use knives and guns? She had to shoot her favorite. Yes, she gets a few brownie points for saving Ty and Judith (and the sisters) but still don’t like her.

Governor, was a jerk but charismatic psycho’s usually are. I think I stopped watching the show last time, after the destruction of Woodbury and we were following him around. I just didn’t care for his storyline afterwards, I would have preferred he died. He does eventually die but not before destroying the prison and Hershel. Had his friend killed him instead of taking him in, everyone would be much better off.

Terminus was interesting, and I knew it wouldn’t last long. I did not expect cannibals though. I always wondered if someone or a group of people would resort to eating each other, never thought a whole community would do so or that they would put up signs. I hope Alexandria is a place where they can settle down for a good long while.

Rick was out in the world a little too long. All of the stuff he’s been through, I can’t blame him for being as hard and almost evil but he needs to be in a safe place so he can return to a human state. This is why they need a moral compass, so Rick doesn’t go psycho and turn into someone like the Governor, but they are already setting the story arc for something like that to happen. Yum after he shaved and before the haircut!

Carl, is a douche-bag. Even with Shane out of the picture, he is turning into Shane and it ticks me off. Season 5 we are not seeing/focusing much on him though and while I enjoy not putting up with his pre/teen angst and griping, I find it odd after 4 seasons of him being the rebellious pain in the arse.

Abraham, love him. Gorgeous military redhead, what’s not to love? I pegged Eugene as a liar from the beginning. One it was just too good to be true and two he didn’t look like a scientist. If he had been any type of nerd before the breakout it would have been a video game geek, not scientist. Rosita is cool, again side character that doesn’t play much of a part except to cling to Abraham. I had high hopes for Tara and her girlfriend, but the girlfriend died. Now there is Eric and….I forgot his name, but they would make a good couple to become regulars. They will probably die when Rick decides to take over though.

Can’t wait to see what’s coming up next.

Walking Dead

I know I’m late to the party on this on this one but better late then never. I tried getting into it back when it was only two seasons old, but never could quite get into it. Being a slow month in February, I gave it another shot. I’m really into it now but still have some issues.

Remember I’m still early into season 2 but will be in 3 before too long.

First off, Lori Grimes is irritating. I’m not sure which I hate more, her or Andrea. Lori not only gave up on her husband after four months, but jumped straight back into bed with her husband with no reservations as to her relationship with Shane. Then I understand her want and need to protect Rick, but dang she acts like he is a kid that shouldn’t be let out of her sight. I get it, he was gone for four months and she thought he was dead. Loosen the reigns a bit so he can protect your cheating, lying behind.

Andrea is a spoiled rip. Dale might not have been her father, but he was still trying to protect her. She just wanted to do things her way and break free of his “oppression.” Now that I think about it, I do think I hate her more than Lori, and go figure she survived the attack on the farm.

Shane, the best friend turned psycho. As the best friend, he never should have diddled the wife. Then of course his true colors begin to show through by the more people he kills and loses the leadership of the group.

Which how did that happen? One minute Shane seems to be in charge, then Rick shows up and becomes leader. Rick screws up a lot in the early days, but still let’s follow the guy who just woke up from a coma. Obviously Rick is the better choice, but still there was not even a power struggle. No shock as to why Shane went nuts.

Carl is also a thorn in my side as he contributed to Dale’s death. How many brain cells do you need to know toying with a zombie, walker, is not a good idea? Seriously the kid wants more responsibility but then decides to steal a gun and play with a walker stuck in the mud.

Carol is irritating, but giving her a pass since she lost her daughter. Maggie, Glenn and the little sister seem OK but not big characters.

I think Dale could have lived longer, being the only morel compass and all. Didn’t care for Hershel in the beginning, nutcase, but learning to like him. Michonne is killer, just awesome. Prison seems like a brilliant idea for the group to live hope it lasts.